"Sometimes people don’t understand the promises they’re making when they make them."
-John Green, The Fault in Our Stars (via simply-quotes)
"In a strange way, I had fallen in love with my depression. Dr. Sterling was right about that. I loved it because I thought it was all I had. I thought depression was the part of my character that made me worthwhile. I thought so little of myself, felt that I had such scant offerings to give to the world, that the one thing that justified my existence at all was my agony."
-Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation
Considering I’m quite sure that I don’t even want to be with him, I don’t know why I’m taking the fact that he’s ignoring me for what’s probably the third or fourth time since we originally started talking so hard.
I think the fact that I haven’t heard from him since the last time we hung out is what’s bothering me the most. There were some awkward moments there, but I am torturing myself wondering which of them could have caused him to decide that he was going to start ignoring me again after I left his house that day.
It’s just the not knowing why that apparently always hurts.